I was a week late and had gained fifty pounds when I went into labor with my daughter, Quinn. As a first time mama, I had a lot of glamorous expectations about how tranquil and beautiful my labor and meeting my baby for the first time were going to be. When the sedation from my (unplanned) surgery wore off, I was in so much pain and was so so sad. This was not our plan. This was not what I had expected. But then I saw her, and she was perfect.

The days and weeks following her birth were hard. I cried, a lot. I was upset with myself for not being able to deliver her naturally. I struggled with breastfeeding and the way my body looked. I had very little control in those early days. Though when I reflect back on that time now, it was beautiful and happy and tender.

I only have a small collection of photos of myself from after we brought her home, and I really cherish them. My tired eyes and puffy face speak volumes and even though at the time, I was feeling rather vulnerable to the camera, they are a reflection of a special time that I am now so thankful to have.

As time went on, of course, my feelings of uncertainty were replaced with confidence and security and I was excited and anxious (in a good way) to do it all again. My experience with Everett was essentially the opposite of my time with Quinn, besides the way he was delivered. That in itself is beautiful- don’t you think? Each pregnancy, delivery and time spent nurturing is unique and specific to me and my babies. Some days are still more difficult than others (#momlife) but I have never felt more needed or loved or happy in all my life. These days of madness are my most favourite yet.

Since the birth of my son, I have taken on a new approach in capturing this season of motherhood. I am always trying to get in the frame with my babies and I encourage all mothers to do the same. To that end, I have decided to create a project that speaks to what I know.

Introducing, the Wildling Sessions.

Not only will I style these sessions so that you feel beautiful physically, but I also encourage you to share with me the highs and lows of your story. My hope is that I can create a selection of images for you that represents your unique motherhood journey. Whether you are pregnant for the first time, or you have six of the craziest kids around you, I will capture the essence of who you are as a woman and as a mother.

I am so thankful for my following and I hope that I can continue to deliver images that are honest and timeless by getting to know my clients in this embracing light.